Passion

Passion: strong and barely controllable emotion.

Definition according Google.

Of course I am passionate about things, my family and the people I love, religion, life, uh dogs...

I'm passionate about ideas I have or views on certain things. 

But I try and think of something I am passionate about for a future career. Do I even want a career?

There are things that I would LOVE to do but aren't realistic for me.

Then I have ideas of things that I could possibly become passionate about, but that would take risks

that scare me, or make me nervous.

Would I want to leave the college I've always dreamed of attending for something that I think 

I may be passionate about? Or do I find something else that I'm not so passionate about

and deal with it because I'm at an amazing University?

Just something that's been on my mind recently.

Is the risk for passion worth it?

The unknown is scary. My future is a mystery that I'm "writing" as I go.

People can go right ahead and say how they think that I am too young to worry about my future that way.

But I don't want to take classes that I'm not interested in when I could get a head-start with

my future.

Maybe my personality makes me think that way. I just wanna find something I'm really passionate about.

I know many people struggle with this, bit I'm determined to find it.

I guess "time will tell", annoyingly.

I'm too impatient to wait. 

Decisions, decisions... what to do.