Isn't it Funny?

Isn't it funny how your mind changes and develops over time?

You think to yourself- "Why did I make the decisions I made?!"

Like fashion, relationships (friends, significant other), health choices, and mistakes...

Why does the natural man have such a lack of ability to think of consequences?

Why do we think that we are invincible?

I'll admit I have a pretty strong personality... in fact probably too strong at times.

I think I've got it all figured out...

Then reality hits.

I am then reminded of my mistakes, my insecurities, my weaknesses, etc.

Then I remember, oh yeah... I'm not perfect. She isn't perfect. He isn't perfect.

Life can really knock you down sometimes and it is not always easy to "get right back up."

You hear all those inspirational quotes about how to deal with life when it gets rough, 

but they don't elaborate on HOW rough it really can be.

I'm not saying I have the worst problems and no one understand, because I don't believe that one bit.

I am blessed.

There is one that will forever

understand how I'm feeling.

But I still have trials. I still have weak moments and I definitely have insecurities.

I believe life is about overcoming them.

Heavenly Father didn't just randomly assign trials to human kind.

He individually made a path out for us with blessings, trials, experiences for very specific reasons.

Maybe we will never understand those reasons. 

Have you thought, maybe you're not meant to understand. Maybe you had to experience a specific trial

so that you can help someone else through something similar. 

The brain develops through certain stages as one grows. This has a purpose.

Even if we never realize or find out why we did the things we did,

Heavenly Father knows.

Hey, you could've changed someone else's path for the better with your story.

I know this post is a little everywhere.

I am rambling, I know.

But I just really felt the need.