Too Emotional

I know we've all had those moments where you just. can't. stop. your. emotions.

Sometimes it can be really embarrassing when it happens.

No matter how hard you try- you can feel that bubble in your throat rising and it's like no

matter how hard you try and mentally calm yourself or ease your breathing,

ain't nothing gonna stop it.

When you get so excited that you feel your voice rising inside and all you wanna do is yell and jump.

When you're watching that moment where it's so touching that you can't stop smiling.

Or when you're so angry that you literally can feel your blood boiling, and wouldn't be surprised if actual steam starting shooting from your ears. When your voice starts to automatically raise levels no matter how hard you try and control it and keep it calm.

When you think of that one thing that you're most terrified of and your stomach starts to knot up and you feel suddenly nauseous.

When the spotlight is quickly transitioned to you and you feel the blood slowly creep up to your face.

Or when you're so frustrated, and sad that you just cannot do anything about that forming bubble in your throat that seems to be pushing all the liquid to your eyes and suddenly you have tears streaming down your cheeks and your making small, or sometimes large, gasping sounds.

When you feel so much gratitude that no words can escape your mouth and once again, the tears appear.

I may or may not have had one of those experience today.

No matter how much I mentally tried to snap out of it- there was nothing I could do.

Interesting how that works, isn't it?